Saturday, December 25, 2010

'Tis the Holiday Season

The Holiday Season is here. Yay, 2 weeks off from work! Now is the time to catch up with friends and family, bum around at home and do nothing, and possibly pick up a hobby, if I can figure out what I want to do. I live in a constant go, go, go schedule from day to day except weekends during the off-season, if I can help it. I have no idea where I'm rushing to sometimes, its just grown to be a part of my norm. A coworker even made fun of me for rushing, by mimicking me rushing.

I'm jealous of those who are happy doing what they do for a living at a young age. Work right now serves the purpose of sustaining life and my lifestyle. Where and when will I find the thing that's for me? When will my light bulb light up? What's my path? Where am I going to be at a certain point of my life? So many questions, but no answer. Sigh...I'll probably find it when I become 50 or not find it at all.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

November 2010

Just 3 days left in November.  Boy, does time fly by fast when there are holidays in the month and when you actually get those days off.  More holidays to come next month yay!  I can't wait.  There should be 2 day holidays every month to help lower the stress levels accumulated each month. 

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Slowing Down

Things seem to be a blur over the last 3 months, but yet quite vivid at the moment when things occurred.  It's like looking out the window of a car speeding down the highway, although it's fast you see catch what's going on outside.  Slowing down from being in a fast pace mode is like hitting the brakes quickly.  You lose the momentum and then trying to regain it is hard.  Why are some of us living in such a fast pace when everyone else around us is living the same way but at a slower pace?